For a very long time , i thought im over with it ,
but today , i realized im not .
I thought i wouldnt be affected , but i am .
i feel so useless .

I cant bare to delete this blog so i think im closing down temporarily. I dont think i've got the mood to blog . Might open once i sortout my feelings . My mom is not making it any better by pestering me to have grapes . Thanks laoli . Bye .